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Brandon Antonelli <3

Sat Nov 21, 2009, 8:38 AM


Mii dear friend, mii lover, mii mate, mii soulmate
ever since third grade, when i always glanced your way, i had this strange feeling inside
a feeling that i never knew.
I always tried everything just to speak to you...for maybe just one minute
I just always wanted to see your smile just to make my day and go home and dream
dream of you and me together
then i realized i was in love....my first crush...
i wished every day i had the courage to speak to you
till in the fifth grade when you met me at the bridge of the falling water ride
throwing pennies and giggling started the love
after that, i wanted you to be mine..
in the sixth grade i thought you moved away to a different school and i cried
knowing i'll never see him again till just walking along i saw you talking with someone
and i smiled
i had hope so i thought
when i heard all the lies and rumors of not being together
i almost gave up....
till in seventh grade, when i saw you walking by
we were in different classes but our hearts were connected
when i tried to talk, all i could say was "Do you like kitties?"
i always felt stupid saying that
knowing you were shy as well i knew we even even.
when i was walking to my class you passed by and slipped a note
and in the note, came the words i thought wuld never happen
"Kathy, will you go out with me?"
i felt like screaming in joy!
i accepted with a text message and i smiled.
We were together..
I couldnt help to blush everytime you smiled
it was inner most weakness
we shared a kiss, a hug, holsing hands, and talking in late nights
but somehow something went wrong...
during the summer and after that we lost everything
i thought i lost half of myself
two years went by....i felt like a mess going in and out of relationships
but i knew he still had the other side of mii heart
I cried knowing what i have done was wrong....
till the ninth grade i saw him again
new and somehow matured
people always said to me "you know now that i realized it, Brandon and you make a cute couple" and i just blushed and said "i dont think he likes me"
i looked at the notes you gave me and smiled since the memories i had with you were so amazing....
Then came the day i went insane but you were there to help
after having to suffer with depression and almost dying with a high fever
i realized... i do love brandon....
I told him "i want you to be mine" and out of surprise he said "okay"
I blushed everytime he dazzles me completely when he does anything actually
i love my brandon boo <3
for missing him i write this:
"I wish you were here
I wish you were close
and those are the times that I'm wishing the most.

I want you so bad to hold, and to touch
and that is because I love you so much.

And I want you to know whatever you do
I will always be here

and I will always love you."

  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: Melt by Miku Hatsune
  • Reading: his note from yesterday <3
  • Watching: the video i made him
  • Playing: um ^-^' miii hair *blush*
  • Eating: sweet tarts
  • Drinking: ._.

deviantID

HAWO! :D I'm kathy and i'm one of those random girls that screams out random things without blushing after XD but im cool and calm sometimes im a peace maker and hoping war will end soon.
I'm deeply in love with Brandon Antonelli <3 he is mii world so the "world" is mine :3 hehe I write poems, lyrics, and stories. I draw sorta bad ^-^' but i make AWESOME AMV videos just for me lol so if you wanna talk IM HERE!

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: the unknown world of fate
  • Interests: playin drums video games makin videos
  • Favourite movie: naruto the 1st lol mostly oldies XD
  • Favourite band or musician: metalica sometimes boys lyk girls and tokio hotel mostlyevanscence
  • Favourite genre of music: rock punk metal MORE ROCK!!!
  • Favourite artist: avril lavigne
  • Favourite poet or writer: ME!!!
  • Favourite photographer: mii dad he is awesome
  • Favourite style of art: cartoons anime sadness maybe
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod nano and zune sometimes
  • Favourite game: kingdom hearts!!!
  • Favourite cartoon character: roxas axel naruto gaara
  • Personal Quote: laughin and rockin on is the best to make someone happy
  • Tools of the Trade: mii mind open n mii heart

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:icontomatochan1:
^^ awws! you too~!

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:la: :dummy: :la:
They're my friends~!
:iconanimerocker135:
lol HAWO!!! happy turkey day buddy!! :D

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"i rather you stab me on the back than the heart because i can take a stab on the back but my heart is too weak when it comes to hate"
:icontomatochan1:
HIY!!
HAPPY TURKEY DAY~!

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:la: :dummy: :la:
They're my friends~!
:iconthetitanenvoy:
*blushes and kisses your cheek* I love you too
:iconanimerocker135:
*blushes n blushes redder this time n kisses ur forehead* i love you <3

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"i rather you stab me on the back than the heart because i can take a stab on the back but my heart is too weak when it comes to hate"
:iconthetitanenvoy:
*blushes and smiles back looking deep into your eyes* Kathy...:3
:iconanimerocker135:
*blushes n smiles* brandon.... :3

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"i rather you stab me on the back than the heart because i can take a stab on the back but my heart is too weak when it comes to hate"
:iconthetitanenvoy:
*Lowers you abit while holding you and blushes looking into your eyes* I love you Kathy Arana, I would do anything for you and you make me so happy <3
:iconanimerocker135:
*blushes n feels like fainting n holds myself together n kisses ur lips* i love you brandon antonelli im glad i make u happy :3

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"i rather you stab me on the back than the heart because i can take a stab on the back but my heart is too weak when it comes to hate"
:iconthetitanenvoy:
*blushes and holds you tightly* I love you too Kathy with all my heart and soul <3333 you have no Idea *kisses your lips*
:icontomatochan1:
meow meow meow moew!
:iconanimerocker135:
^-^b

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"i rather you stab me on the back than the heart because i can take a stab on the back but my heart is too weak when it comes to hate"
:iconanimerocker135:
*smiles n kisses ur lips softly* I love you so much brandon you have no clue <3

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"i rather you stab me on the back than the heart because i can take a stab on the back but my heart is too weak when it comes to hate"
:iconanimerocker135:
lol hehe <3

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"i rather you stab me on the back than the heart because i can take a stab on the back but my heart is too weak when it comes to hate"
:iconthetitanenvoy:
Good just making sure <3
:iconthetitanenvoy:
*smiles and kisses your lips passionatly* I love you so much and I miss you so much right now
:iconanimerocker135:
AWESOME!!! and epic indeed ^-^b

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"i rather you stab me on the back than the heart because i can take a stab on the back but my heart is too weak when it comes to hate"
:icontomatochan1:
oh! duh! um they are high tops, converses!!!! wooot! they are black....

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