Mii dear friend, mii lover, mii mate, mii soulmate
ever since third grade, when i always glanced your way, i had this strange feeling inside
a feeling that i never knew.
I always tried everything just to speak to you...for maybe just one minute
I just always wanted to see your smile just to make my day and go home and dream
dream of you and me together
then i realized i was in love....my first crush...
i wished every day i had the courage to speak to you
till in the fifth grade when you met me at the bridge of the falling water ride
throwing pennies and giggling started the love
after that, i wanted you to be mine..
in the sixth grade i thought you moved away to a different school and i cried
knowing i'll never see him again till just walking along i saw you talking with someone
and i smiled
i had hope so i thought
when i heard all the lies and rumors of not being together
i almost gave up....
till in seventh grade, when i saw you walking by
we were in different classes but our hearts were connected
when i tried to talk, all i could say was "Do you like kitties?"
i always felt stupid saying that
knowing you were shy as well i knew we even even.
when i was walking to my class you passed by and slipped a note
and in the note, came the words i thought wuld never happen
"Kathy, will you go out with me?"
i felt like screaming in joy!
i accepted with a text message and i smiled.
We were together..
I couldnt help to blush everytime you smiled
it was inner most weakness
we shared a kiss, a hug, holsing hands, and talking in late nights
but somehow something went wrong...
during the summer and after that we lost everything
i thought i lost half of myself
two years went by....i felt like a mess going in and out of relationships
but i knew he still had the other side of mii heart
I cried knowing what i have done was wrong....
till the ninth grade i saw him again
new and somehow matured
people always said to me "you know now that i realized it, Brandon and you make a cute couple" and i just blushed and said "i dont think he likes me"
i looked at the notes you gave me and smiled since the memories i had with you were so amazing....
Then came the day i went insane but you were there to help
after having to suffer with depression and almost dying with a high fever
i realized... i do love brandon....
I told him "i want you to be mine" and out of surprise he said "okay"
I blushed everytime he dazzles me completely when he does anything actually
i love my brandon boo <3
for missing him i write this:
"I wish you were here
I wish you were close
and those are the times that I'm wishing the most.

I want you so bad to hold, and to touch
and that is because I love you so much.

And I want you to know whatever you do
I will always be here

and I will always love you."